After Ten days Vipassana Meditation Course,
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I am back to the center of Leh City.
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Leh seems to be a big city to me,
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I am still the same person,
ÎÒ»¹ÊÇÄǸö"ÎÒ"
but something has changed.
µ«ÊÇ, ÄÚÐÄÆäʵÓÐ˵²»³öµÄ¸Ä±ä
We come back to hearth hostel,
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and we feel so much connected with our vipassana mates.
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So, we decide to meet all together in our hostel again.
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To celebrate that we made it through this course,
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and also to celebrate the birthday of Issac.
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And of course, drinks are necessary!
µ±È», ¾ÆË®×ÔÈ»ÉÙ²»ÁË!
But, it's "dry" day, and the one and only wine store
in town is closed.
µ«ÊÇ, ÄÇÌì¸ÕºÃÊÇ"Õ«ÈÕ",
ÕòÉÏΨһµÄ¾ÆË®ÊÛÂôÉ̵êÒ²²»ÔÊÐíÓªÒµ
Well, I am definitely not that kind of person
who give up just like this.
µ±È», ÄãÃǾõµÃÎÒ»á¾ÍÕâÑù·ÅÆúÂð?
So, I ask Anish (from the hostel),
if by any chance I can get alcohol somewhere.
Îһص½ÇàÂÃ, ÎÊAnish(ÇàÂÃÖ¾Ô¸Õß),
ÓÐûÓпÉÒÔ´ÓÆäËû;¾¶¿ÉÒÔÂòµ½ÄØ
In the end, he bring me to the
"underground black market"
×îºó, Anish´øÎÒÈ¥ÁË¡°µØϺÚÊС±
I am not so scared, but in the same time,
it's really "underground" and dark.
ÎÒ²¢²»º¦ÅÂ, µ«ÆäʵÕæµÄÊÇÆáºÚһƬ
So Anish open the door from the middle of nowhere
and we arrive in the "black market"
Anish´ÓÆáºÚÖÐͻȻ¼ä²»ÖªµÀ´ÓÄÄÀ↑ÁËÃÅ
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The woman ask, "what do you want"
and then I answer "what do you have"
µêÖ÷ÎÊÎÒ"ÄãҪʲô"
ÎÒ»ØÎÊ"ÄãÓÐʲô"
Well, it's funny when I think of now.
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I am the only woman there except for the owner.
I have to say, it's very special experience for me
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ÎÒÊÇΨһµÄÅ®ÐÔ,
ÕæµÄÊÇÒ»´ÎºÜÌرðµÄ¾Àú
Walking in the main market, you always hear "Julley" ×ßÔÚÁгǵÄÖ÷¼¯ÊÐÉÏ, Äã×ÜÊÇÌýµ½"Julley" "Julley"means "Hello" "Julley"µÄÒâ˼ÊÇÎʺà or it actullay means everything ¶øÆäʵ, Ëü¿ÉÒÔ´ú±íËùÓеĶ«Î÷ One time I ask, how to say cheers in ladakhi ÓÐÒ»´ÎÎÒÎÊÒ»¸öµ±µØÈË, ÔÚÀ´ï¿ËÓïÖÐÔõô˵"¸É±" and he thinks for while and say "Julley" ËûÏëÁËÒ»»á, Ãæ´øЦÈݵÄ˵"Julley" "O Julley" means "Thank you" "O Julley"µÄÒâ˼ÊÇ"лл" "Ya Julley" means "Bye" "Ya Julley"µÄÒâ˼ÊÇ"ÔÙ¼û" You feel the positive vibes around you, I am really grateful to see those happy faces! ´ó½ÖСÏï, Äã¸Ð¾õ±»ÂúÂúµÄÕýÄÜÁ¿Ëù°üΧ ÕæµÄÊ®·ÖÇìÐÒ¿´µ½Éí±ßÃæ´ø΢ЦµÄÃñÖÚ
Of course, it happens something that chAllenge me µ±È», ÔÚÁгÇÒ²·¢ÉúÁËÐí¶àºÜ¾ßÌôÕ½µÄÊÂÇé In ladakh area, the connection is not that good even sometimes when you connected with WIFI but anyway, not many places have it ÔÚÀ´ï¿ËµØÇø, ÕûÌåÉÏÀ´Ëµ, ÐźŲ¢²»ÊǺܺà ¾ÍËãÊǵ±ÄãÁ¬½ÓÁËWIFI ²»¹ý, Ö»ÓкÜÉٵĵط½ÓÐWIFI I need to contact my family that I will stay in India a bit longer ÄÇÌì, ÎÒÐèÒªÁªÏµÎҵļÒÈË ¸æËßËûÃÇÎÒ»áÔÚÓ¡¶È¶ºÁô¾ÃһЩ Also, after 10 days, I need to contact my family ÌرðÊÇ10ÌìÄÚ¹Û¾²ÐÞºó, ÎÒÐèÒªÓë¼ÒÈËÁªÏµ My phone doesn't work, same with the internet It's 7pm at night, I go to a shop randomly just to ask if they know where I can recharge Õâʱ, ÎÒµÄÍøÂç¸ù±¾Óò»ÁË, ÍíÉϵÄ7µã, Ö»Óм¸¼äÉÌÆÌ¿ªÃÅ ÎÒËæ»ú×ß½øÒ»¼ÒÉÌÆÌ, ѯÎÊÄÄÀï¿ÉÒÔ³äÖµ The owner say that he can help me After one hour of trying. finally my internet is working again µêÖ÷˵¿ÉÒÔ°ïÎÒ ¾¹ý1¸öСʱµÄ³¢ÊÔ, ÖÕÓڳɹ¦ But then he refuse to take extra money but just the money he helps me to charge µêÖ÷Ö»ÊÕÈ¡Á˳äÖµµÄ½ð¶î, ÎÒÕæµÄÊ®·Ö¸ÐлËû Then, he tells me that during the winter time It's very dangerous to walk alone without a stick Cold winter and not every shop it's open especially during the night, Ëû¸æËßÎÒ, ¶¬ÌìµÄʱºò, ÍíÉ϶À×ÔÔÚ½ÖÉÏÐÐ×ß ÈôÊÇûÓÐÒ»¸ùľ°ôµÄ»°, ·Ç³£µÄΣÏÕ Street dogs are a big problem, and they do bite during the winter time, they don't have anything to eat ÕâÀïµÄÁ÷À˹··ºÀijÉÔÖ, ¶ø¶¬ÌìµÄʱºò ÓÉÓÚÑϺ®, ËûÃǸù±¾ÕÒ²»µ½ÈκÎʳÎï So then, the owner walks me back to my hostel with a stick Little things but it melts my heart. "O Julley" µêÖ÷ÄÃ×Åľ¹÷, ËÍÎһص½ÁËÎÒסµÄÇàÂà Õâ, ÉîÉîµÄ¸Ð¶¯ÁËÎÒ ÍòÓïǧÑÔ, ÎÞ´ÓÆô³Ý Ò»¾ä"O Julley"´ú±íÁËÒ»ÇÐ
In my hostel, because of the cold winter
Same with meditation center,
all the water pipes are frozen
ÔÚÎÒסµÄÇàÂÃ, ÓÉÓÚº®¶¬,
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ËùÓеÄË®¹Ü¶¼±»¶³×¡ÁË
And the "ladakhi style toilet",
it gives me the motivation to walk 20 mins
to the main market every morning to do my "business"
¶øÀ´ï¿Ëʽ²ÞËù,
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Well, I won't post the ladakhi style toilet here,
but if you want to see, ask me in private
and I will send it to you.
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Please, not to mention about shower,
we don't actually shower
But actually I enjoy it very much,
it's totally a diffrent experience,
µ±È», Ï´Ôè±ä³É²»¿ÉÄÜÍê³ÉµÄÊÂÇé
µ«Æäʵ, ÎÒÊ®·ÖÏíÊÜÕâÒ»¹ý³Ì
ÒòΪÓëÖÚ²»Í¬, ¶ÀÒ»ÎÞ¶þ
ËùÒÔÕä¹ó
but it reminds me,
we don't need much to live.
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Ancient Palace Leh,
around 30 - 40 mins from main market
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All they way up to the Palace,
surrounded by breathtaking views
You can see all Leh city from here,
also all layers of mountains behind
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Simple way of living, and the communities are happy
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We find a spot with lots of prayer flags,
and we walk up to the top
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We meditate for few minutes under the strong wind
The moment we open our eyes,
that feeling is kind of strange but full of power
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¡°I like the mountains because they make me feel small They help me sort out what¡¯s important in life.¡± ¨D Mark Obmascik ¡°ÎÒϲ»¶É½, ÒòΪËüʹÎҸоõµ½×ÔÉíºÜÃìС ͬʱ, Ò²ÈÃÎÒÈÏÖªµ½ÔÚÉú»îÖÐ, ʲôÊÇÖØÒªµÄ¡± - Mark Obmascik
When I am at the top of this part, It reminds me the last day of vipassana µ±ÎÒÕ¾ÔÚ²¼Âú¾á¦µÄ×î¸ß´¦Ê± ÕâÈÃÎÒ»ØÏëÆðÁËÔÚÄÚ¹Û×îºóÒ»ÌìËù·¢ÉúµÄһĻ We all want to climb up the mountain in the back of our center Just would like to see what's behind there ÎÒÃǶ¼Ïë·¹ý¾²ÐÞÖÐÐĺóÃæµÄÄÇ×ùɽ ¿´¿´ÄÇ×ùɽµÄ±³ºóÊÇʲô It's actually forbidden to cross the border (we can't cross the assigned border during the course) ÆäʵÎÒÃDz»Ó¦¸ÃÕâÑù×ö (Ôڿγ̻¹Î´ÍêÈ«½áÊøʱ, ÎÒÃDz»Äܳ¬¹ýÖ¸¶¨µÄÇøÓò) But we all climb up and every one of us µ«ÊÇ, ÎÒÃÇÿ¸öÈ˶¼ÍùÉÏÅÀ The last group sitting is calling, Assist teacher is ringing the bell Õâʱ, ×îºóÒ»´ÎÈ«Ìå¾²×øµÄʱ¼äµ½ÁË ÖúÀíÀÏʦÏìÆðÁËÊìϤÓÖÔø¾Ê®·ÖÍ´ºÞµÄÁåîõ That time I am still up in the mountain I don't not reach the peak because we don't actually have enough time Õâʱ, ÎÒ»¹ÔÚɽÉÏ µ«²¢Ã»Óе½×î¸ß´¦, ÒòΪʱ¼äÔÒò And the bell is ringing, I am nervous because of the bell °éËæ×ÅÁåîõµÄÉùÒô ÎÒ¿ªÊ¼½ôÕÅÆðÀ´ But in the same time I am saying "Anicca Anicca Anicca" all the way down ¾ÍÔÚÕâʱºò ÎÒ¿ªÊ¼º°"Anicca Anicca Anicca" Òâ˼ÊÇ"ÔÝʱµÄ" All our vipassana mates wait until all of us come down from the mountain No one leaves the team and go to the hall That's the power, we are in this together ËùÓо²ÐÞµÄͬ°é¶¼ÔÚɽϵȴý Ö±µ½×îºóÒ»¸öÈËÏÂɽ ûÓÐÒ»¸öÈËÀ뿪¶ÓÎé ûÓÐÒ»¸öÈË×ÔÐÐÏÈÈ¥¾²ÐÞÌü Õâ¸ö, ¾ÍÊÇÁ¦Á¿, ÎÒÃÇһͬÔÚÒ»Æð, Ò»ÆðÃæ¶Ô What's behind the mountain? More mountains If you think you are at the top, it's never the top There's always a higher peak. ¶øÖÁÓÚ, ɽµÄºóÃæÊÇʲôÄØ? ¸ü¶àµÄɽ Èç¹ûÄãÈÏΪÄãÒѾÔÚ×î¸ß´¦ Æäʵ, ¸ü¸ßµÄɽÂöÓÀÔ¶²»ÊÇÄãËùÔڵĵط½
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